ugust
1999
Key
West, Florida
A GARBLED message from the BBC
reaches me in Key West -- they have
"had a message from the Auschwitz mus.
. ."
I can only surmise what the rest is:
I am banned
from the site, truly a scandal.
Another "first"?
Yes indeed. Without explanation, a
brief refusal by the Auchwitz museum to
let me anywhere near the site. What a
disgrace for them. What are they
hiding? What are they afraid of?
There are disturbing signs that the
Australian government is blocking
access to my Website. But every day now
three or four new people around the
world are registering to go on the
mailing lists. Most impressive.
I e-mail to Benté:
I am about to set out on
the great drive up to Canada and
back.
Phone call from Barbara C.,
she has had a letter from a lady in
Vienna who worked in her father's
office (Arthur Liebehenschel,
commandant of Auschwitz). Speaks highly
of him, was deprimiert when the
Poles sentenced him to death.
Benté faxes through from
London the
actual letter from Auschwitz,
stating the ban: terse and without
reason. How humiliating -- for
them!
AislinN phones around, getting
e-mail addresses of newsdesks. I have a
lie down in the Mosquito Room after
lunch and then at five we send out a
press release. What cowards the media
are: great issues involving freedom of
speech and historical research right
under their noses, and -- frightened to
say so.
The veto itself reminds me of Nevada
casinos which ban big winners; same now
with Germany's Bundesarchiv and
Auschwitz -- they can't afford to let
me in!
Pick up a rental Lincoln Town Car
for the great odyssey at 5:30 p.m.
Old-style one, thank goodness.
An e-mail from Beatrice in Brisbane,
Australia:
Daddy, A friend told me she
saw in yesterday's Courier
Mail that the BBC wanted to do a
documentary on Auschwitz with you as
narrator but the Auschwitz
authorities wouldn't permit it. Is
this true?
Indeed. I set out at one p.m, and
arrive at Tampa at 10:45.
Next day: a good function. About 100
there, good book-sales. Young men, well
dressed in suits or blazers, standing
impassively at the corners. No
Skinheads, neo-Nazis, thugs, or
jackboots in evidence -- though no
doubt the local press will tell its
readers otherwise.
I am back at Key West at 5:30 p.m.
Drive straight through, stopping once
near Fort Myer and once in the
Everglades.
Now
the London newspapers are reviewing
Ron Rosenbaum's book
The Hitler of
History; a nice reference to me
by Norman Stone in last week's Sunday
Times.
Ralph phones: under pressure
from "the community" (unspecified) the
Day's Inn at Rocky Point has caved in
and cancelled our booking. The
traditional enemy of free speech, busy
as ever.
In the evening, we mail invitations
to Canadians in Ontario and
Québec to come to my Niagara
Falls meeting.
N. writes me, "I have access to
people in Moscow with one million
captured Nazi documents they are
selling." Problem is, an Israeli outfit
is also after them. N. says he has seen
35 mm Soviet-made "microfilms" -- in
fact strips of film stapled together
end to end. I warn of possible scams.
N., a teacher, reads German, says he
read one file of an SS man right
through to 1944.
Drive back to Tampa. Our man has told
us exit 18, but there is no such exit
northbound; we have to go on a twenty
mile U-trip over the bridge and back. I
never fail to be stunned by people's
ignorance of their own towns and
highway exits. He has brought boxes of
my göring's, the Lincoln buckles
under the extra weight. Not a cubic
inch of space left in it.
After checking one or two hotels we
settle for a cheap one some way up
Interstate-75.
Alas, I have burned out the teamaker
yet again. Up at eight a.m. This to
Benté:
At Tampa, arrived ten p.m.
last night, and about to continue
journey north to Atlanta today,
where I'm interviewing an elderly
gent.You'll be pleased to hear that
Aislinn found a scorpion in her
suitcase last night. She came
trotting along the motel corridor
and pounded on my door, would I go
to her room and dispose of the
animal. Had to tip out the whole
suitcase, as it had buried itself
inside. Wasn't big. Haven't seen her
yet this morning, hope it didn't get
her.
We drive on north toward Atlanta.
Aislinn drives once or twice, but it is
an ordeal for me. Once she turns out of
a gas station heading on the wrong side
of double yellow lines towards baffled
oncoming drivers. She gets lost on
I-185, stops the car across two lanes
of traffic and climbs out, refusing to
drive on.
We get to the Fagerberg
household at six p.m.
Albert Fagerberg has heaped onto the
table several folders, containing the
papers of Tyler Gatewood Kent --
the 1940 traitor in the US embassy in
London, given to him by Kent's widow
Clara.
I read through the papers for three
hours, and then advise Fagerberg to
donate them to the Hoover Library or
Library of Congress or Boston
University
[Website
note, 1999: Boston University wins
them]. Among them are Kent's
letters exchanged with his long-time
mistress Clara Hyatt, of the
Carter's Little Liver Pills family.
My ankle is now very painful indeed.
I clamber down a mudslope to a Waffle
House, and come back with coffees; I
knock on A.'s door and give her one of
them, then do paperwork until 2:30 a.m.
again.
Nashville, Tennessee; at the museum
they unscrew two yellowing original
photographs, of Heinrich Himmler
inspecting an anti-tank gun and a tank,
from their frames (they were from
Himmler's home, stolen by a GI); I scan
them onto the Mac, and drive on at
about four p.m.
I work all evening mailing out
invitations to New Hampshire and Texas.
Gradually catching up on the paper.
Soup at a Shoney's.
So, off to Louisville. On the road
alone and early like the old days.
Arrive at eleven a.m. Excellent
function of around 120 army veterans
and their wives, up to generals' rank.
My table neighbour is aged 85 and deaf
as a post; he smiles benignly
throughout my talk. I suspect that
Deborah Lipstadt would call him
a Skinhead thug too, since he has not
got much hair. I deliver a talk on
writing history, and book sales are not
too bad considering.
Cincinnati at six p.m. A slew of
e-mails to deal with. I drive all day
to Monongahela, and drop in on P., who
brings his wife and (nine) children to
see me. Work is proceeding on his
Dachau Massacre book. Like a lot of
authors, he likes the chase, but finds
problems actually marshalling the
materials.
Supper with him at a steakhouse.
Drive until the tank is nearly empty,
and stop at Bedford at a little motel
($27) and work until 1:30 a.m. I miss
the tea-making machine. Interesting
e-mail from an Austrian who has letters
about the Dachau massacre.
Arrive at New York city, at the Kolping
House at around six p.m. (memories of
being a steelworker, living at the
Mülheim/Ruhr Kolping-Haus!) It is
a kind of German Catholic YMCA.
A number of friendlies already
hanging around street corners, they
help me with the boxes. The parking
meter jams after I put in four quarters
still showing only 25-cents; shortly, a
traffic warden slaps a ticket on the
car despite my protests. And a Noo-Yawk
welcome to you too.
My host arrives, a slightly
olive-skinned Lebanese with impeccable
Cambridge English. It is my first talk
in Manhattan. Over 120 people have
packed in, so tables are taken out to
make room.
My host has the usual hang-ups. "I
don't shake hands," he says sternly, as
I proffer mine.
After the audience settles in, he
makes a Clive Derby-Lewis type
of introduction lasting forty minutes,
while everybody shifts nervously.
I deliver a fiery ninety-minute
talk. No time for discussion. I notice
that one deluxe copy of Goebbels
has walked off the book table by itself
without saying goodbye to me.
I put the red cashbox containing
what are in effect my entire life
savings on top of the boxes in the
trunk of the Lincoln parked in Third
Avenue, slam it shut, and go off for
coffee and a snack with audience
members afterwards.
As I return to the car an hour
later, toward midnight, I see to my
dismay that the trunk lid is gaping
wide open, and a small crowd is
standing round -- Puerto Ricans,
Blacks, and other less appetising
citizens of Manhattan's East Side.
I almost faint. Then I see that the
red cashbox is sitting untouched,
proudly glaring back at this crowd that
has gathered at a respectful distance
to see which idiot will have the nerve
to snatch it: they all suspect a
trap.
I grandly slam the trunk shut, and
drive off toward Boston. I stop at
Milford, Connecticut, at 1:30 a.m. It
has been another loo-oo-ong day.
Arrive at Nashua at two p.m.
Altogether five people attend my mass
meeting here, including the organiser
Peter, K. and his son. Aller Anfang
ist schwer.
Set out around six p.m. for Niagara
Falls, but every motel along the
Massachusetts Turnpike and New York
Thruway is sold out, and I end up
driving non-stop 400 miles until five
a.m. Park in the Denny's parking lot at
Niagara Falls, and sleep for three
hours on the front seat.
Walk down to the edge of the Falls;
huge rainbows, steaming heat, bright
sun. I send an e-mail to
Benté:
I had a very pleasant walk
(or rather limp, as my ankle is
still killing me) round the rim of
the Falls. Lots of children of
Jessica's age there. What a pity you
don't come on these adventures.
About ninety people
[picture
above] hear me speak
including many familiar old friends
from Canada. Set out back to Boston at
10:11 a.m. Another long day's drive but
I shall have to drive twice as far each
day to get to Texas this week. A
splitting headache when I arrive, not
helped by the Discovery that the Boston
television studio have left it to me to
pay for the hugely expensive room they
have booked (nearly $300: over ten
times my normal night's budget).
Phone message from L. to meet him
for dinner at the Harvard Faculty Club.
He shows me a listed headed "Harvard
University, Widener Library Card File,
August 8, 1998," which enumerates no
fewer than forty-seven books by me in
its stacks.
Downstairs for the
film producer at 8:45 a.m.
Fortunately he will pay the hotel. I am
through with his film crew by 1:30
p.m., and heading south by two.
Opinions differ about the quickest way
to Texas; short of flying, that is. I
opt for through New York city, then
westwards.
Stop briefly at New York for coffee,
and reach Manassas, Virginia, after 500
miles at midnight. Check a dozen hotels
for the cheapest rate.
Next day: This e-mail to
Benté:
7:30 a.m. I have noted
Jessica's needs, and will see if I
pass a Barbie shop between here and
Key West (which is 5,000 miles of
driving); I drove 550 yesterday, and
drive 650 today, toward Tennessee, I
think.
On the road all day. Arrive at
Nashville, my goal for the day, around
eleven p.m. and check into a small
hotel.
Set off again around ten a.m., and
get to Dallas at eleven p.m. after
about 700 miles today. With difficulty,
I get my e-mails.
One comes from New York publisher
Don Fehr; I could shriek:
As you may not know, I'm
now Executive Editor at Basic Books.The other week I had pulled down
your Goebbels biography to (in
connection to another book I am
editing) and in thumbing through it
I realized, again, that you are a
helluva writer and that the book is
a terrific read.
Have there been other
developments on US rights after the
St.
Martin's fiasco?
I took the liberty of
photocopying sections of the book
and circulated them for discussion
at one of our recent editorial
meetings. It's the dead of August; I
thought I'd liven things up some. In
all likelihood this will be killed,
but for the time being at least,
I've been asked to provide more
information to circulate. I assume
you've got clippings on the book and
the controversy.
Could you arrange to have a
packet sent to me? -- the Hitchens
piece in Vanity Fair
would be particularly useful.
I reply: "Wow, that is one
thought-provoking letter. I was in New
York two days ago, driving south from
Niagara Falls and Boston to here (I am
filming for The History Channel in
Boston, and I speak to students and my
supporters at Austin, Texas,
tomorrow)." I continue:
Goebbels: First, as you may
know Random House both expressed an
immediate and strong interest in
taking over the
book
Goebbels. Mastermind of the Third
Reich, but after The New
York Post leaked this fact after
four weeks (and they asked for three
copies by FedEx to read),
Wassermann found he was
checkmated.Other, less prestigious
publishers have since then asked to
see the book, but I have not even
let them have it to read, as I have
taken the decision, which you may
understand, that I would rather not
have it published at all than by an
"off Broadway" firm.
After eight years' very hard
work, it is a very tough decision
for me. It has brought me to the
verge of ruin, but it is a matter of
pride. I have fought back against
the evil forces which killed it
(namely the ADL)
by publishing all the facts on my
FPP-Website.
"I conclude, "I am in the USA until
Aug. 22, then London again. The History
Channel have asked me to narrate a film
for them on The
Destruction of Dresden, filming
in London that week." [TV
première: Sept.19]
I arrive at Austin, Texas, at 1:30 p.m.
Over to a radio station at three p.m.
The DJ, "Shannon," is a good
questioner. Several callers, all
hostile, including a very Jewish
Holly, whose mother had suffered
and wanted money.
I pointed out that her mother, like
countless millions of others, had also
thank goodness survived; but did this
not rather highlight the sloppiness of
the Nazis who had had her mother and
millions of other Jews actually in
their camps, but allowed them to
survive despite their extermination
intent?
The very phrase Holocaust survivor
is an oxymoron: nobody survives a
holocaust, it is whole. I think that
bit would have been above her,
however.
As we drive off, we hear on the car
radio the local Anti-Defamation League
stringer yapping at Shannon by phone.
The ADL had tried to force him to
withdraw the invitation; then
threatened to pressure his advertisers
to cancel advertising -- the usual
tactics of these friends of Free
Speech. Then they insisted on attending
the programme; then they changed their
mind. Shannon listens politely to the
yaps and yelps ("We are all for Free
Speech," says the ADL "heavy",
"but
"), and as he puts the phone
down exclaims, "What a pisser
!",
not recalling he is on air. The ADL
will not have advanced their cause.
I drive on down to San Marcos. A
mediocre function, mostly young
folk.
Paperwork until 2:30 a.m. as usual.
Up at 7:20, and onwards to the
east.
Dinner at New Orleans with T. He
comments on the size of my nose (after
the breakage)
and I agree it has swollen; I can not
afford surgery right now. His yappy
little dog fusses around my ankles,
despite my lamentations. The little
beast looks like a lively pipe
cleaner.
After the meal I drive to Gulfport,
then to Biloxi. The Knight's Inn offers
me a room that smells as though a
rather larger dog than T.'s pipe
cleaner has recently been there. The
next one has an air conditioner that
does not work (both hotels are run by
Asians). Finally settle into an
Asian-run place at Pascagoula, and go
on-line around 2:14 AM.
The Texas function was a financial
washout: eight or ten days' of all-day
driving to speak to thirty people in
the middle of nowhere between two
cities (I was expecting another big
Washington-state type of university
function). What poseurs, to quote that
radio compere.
I arrive in Tampa on monday at four
p.m. at Cafe H., and find it shut -- it
is shut every Monday. But I read again
the e-mail and find that it has agreed
to open specially for our private
function: it does, an ideal
setting.
The cafe owner is Regina, a
wistful 26-year-old blonde born in
Ingolstadt, Germany. She is in a
flurry, as she has found that a waiter
has stolen $500 from the till last
week; that kind of money makes the
difference between paying the rent and
not, she says. I slip a $100 dollar
bill into the
Göring
I give her as I leave around midnight
for Key West -- I decide to drive all
night to make up for lost time.
Arrive at Key West at 9:50 a.m., not
bad going. Total distance covered by
car over 8,500 miles.
Don Fehr, the New York publisher,
phones, is not over-optimistic. Tells
me about the secret background of the
St Martin's Press (SMP) affair. Their
CEO Tom McCormack was in a power
struggle with Michael Naumann
[now Germany's minister of
culture] of Henry Holt Inc. Naumann
faxed to Holtzbrink, the Stuttgart
corporation owning SMP, copies of all
the dirt
being published in the New York
press about me, in an attempt to topple
McCormack (who did eventually resign,
after the fiasco with Goebbels).
I say that Naumann is the same man
who bought Churchill's
War, for Germany's Rowohlt
publishing firm, then had me sent to
prison for contempt of Court. I tell
Don the whole story. He is shocked at
it too.